The Next JRD: January 2006

About Me

Location: New Delhi, India

Ashutosh currently is working on entrepreneurship development and innovation policy, till recently worked for Deworm the World a scale up of the JPAL research. He earlier worked with a Member of Parliament, managing his constituency.He has an MBA from ISB Hyderabad and BTech from Utttar Pradesh Technical University. He was a Narotam Seksharia Scholar and President of Net Impact at ISB. He has also worked at the NASSCOM Foundation, apnaIT and was a fellow at the Deshpande Foundation. He worked extensively in Uttar Pradesh, Karnataka,Maharashtra,Haryana and Delhi. He was also an exchange student to The Fletcher School of Law and Diplomacy and the Harvard Kennedy School At undergrad he was a student entrepreneur and led an organization SANKET, generating funds and resources, recruiting associates, publishing magazines, organizing events and provided the platform for creativity .

Monday, January 16, 2006

Introspection

This is what I can do at this moment of time.I failed badly at whatever exams I took this year, don't know why ?I have begun to doubt my capabilities as a manager or entrepreneur for i sometimes feel i don't have what it takes to be there.There are good talented people all round i know ,i am also one of these people sans any talent.Maybe I do not fit he bill or that God is testing me.I do not know.All I know is that All is not over.I still have a chance.After months of confusion I believe it is high time i recollect myself and start doing rather than saying,but again a thought comes i did a lot what came at end of it nothing nothing at all,not even a single ray of light it was all dust and dust.I feel ashamed now that I did well in mocks and what not but that all seems to be bullshit for i am today a loser ....well i am pessimistic sometimes circumstances make you so but i Know that even if i am an idiot ....i still must try and I will for I CAN